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This is my life

I will not allow myself to fall back into the same hole.

I will not allow my mind to once again trap me in its endless tunnel of misery.

Its time for change, time for a better version of myself to emerge.

Time to throw away all the masks, no more masquerades.

The Society does not matter, they cannot control my thoughts and my life.
They cannot dictate how i should live or how i should act.

I have a better way then there's to follow.

A complete way of life taught to me by a Man better than any other.

He was given a book that captures the hearts of all who read it, in it lie endless treasures.

I don't have to do what everyone else my age is doing. I don't have to follow blindly.

I don't have to watch soap operas.
I can choose to listen to Islamic lectures instead

I don't have to listen to music.
I can choose to listen to Quraan or Nasheed.

I don't have to leave my hair loose and show off my body.
I can choose to cover up and don Hijab and Niqab.

I don't have to take millions of selfies to post on social media.
I can choose to protect myself from evil and unworthy eyes.

I don't have flirt or chat with boys.
I can choose to protect my modesty and myself for my husband.

I don't have to apply loads of make up.
I can choose to be happy with my normal skin, even if its not perfect.

I don't have to gossip or put people down.
I can choose to walk away from such conversations.

Its my life.
And i need to start making the right choices.
Just because everyone is doing something , doesn't mean its right.

I don't need to fit in to a society that leads to my degradation.

I don't need to fit in to a society that disrespects the Qur’an and Sunnah.

I don't need to fit in to a society that doesn't care if they sin as long as they are happy.

I don't need to fit in to a society that have forgotten about their duty to Allah and Nabi صلى الله عليه وسلم

It is time for me to turn my back on all of these wrongs. Its time for me to take the right steps and start my reformation.

I was blinded for to long.
I was trying to be one of them for to long.
I have strayed for to long.
I have betrayed my Allah and my Nabi صلى الله عليه وسلم for to long.

I have to walk away from this life of sin.
I have to reject and ignore it.
I need to focus on the bigger picture.
I need to stop getting distracted by whats going on around.

I have to choose to be different
I have choose to be a Muslim who remains on the true path of Islam.

I have to learn to fight of the evil of Shaytan and my Nafs.

If i am classified as someone who is to holy then so be it.

I prefer being a stranger to people, rather than being a stranger to Allah and my Deen.

This is my life.
And my battles have just began.
My desire is to attain the pleasure and love of Allah and Rasulullah صلى الله عليه وسلم.

I hope that i will not be alone in my journey.
I hope that more youth will see the light and stop wasting their time following something that will eventually lead to their destruction.

We have to use this temporary Dunya to secure our place in Jannah which is forever, and save ourselves from the torure and burn of Jahannam which is also infinte.

You can survive without sin.
You can survive without peoples praise and love.
But you CAN'T survive without Allah!

This is my life.
And now I choose to live it in the obedience of Allah and his Nabi صلى الله عليه وسلم.

Bismillah - In the name of Allah.
Fee Sabeelillah - For the pleasure of Allah

قُلْ إِنَّ صَلَاتِي وَنُسُكِي وَمَحْيَايَ وَمَمَاتِي لِلَّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ
Say. Surely my prayer and my sacrifice and my life and my death are (all) for Allah, the Lord of the worlds;
( Surah Al-Anaam, Verse 162)


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