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Oh Allah Forgive Me

I sit and contemplate, all I have done.
Haunted by my sins.
Unable to shake of the all wrong I have done.
Unable to forget the pain caused to my heart and soul. 
Silently I weep, for all the times I had committed a vice, thinking no one saw me in the darkness of the night.
I was weakened by my desires, unable to fight.
How could I be so shameless, fearing not the wrath of my Rabb.
I immersed myself in activities that were useless.
Consuming valuable time that I will never get back.
And now when I look back, all I feel is regret.
I have disobeyed my Allah for so long, I had neglected to fulfil commandments that would only benefit.
I collapse, letting my tears gush forth.
How could I have been so careless, so uncaring of the one who Cared for me most.
I had turned away, 
Yet He still showered on me His mercy.
I was ungrateful, unfaithful  and unmindful.
Still, He protected me, Looked after me.
Not once did He abandon me. رب اغفر لي.
Oh my lord forgive me.
I have oppresse…

Setting Some Real Goals

You know whats real goals?

To have a love like the love between Hadhrat Khadija رضي الله عنها and Nabi ﷺ.

A love like the love shared between Hadhrat Ali رضي الله عنه
And Hadhrat Faatimah رضي الله عنها.

A love like that of Hadhrat Zainab رضي الله عنهما and Abul Aas رضي الله عنه...

A love like Nabi صلى الله عليه وسلم and Hadhrat Aaisha رضي الله عنها shared.

That was pure love.
They were faced by challenge after challenge yet they remained strong.

They were each other's pillars of strength.
And thers one reason for all of this.
They based their lives on attaining the pleasure of Allah.
They followed His laws and the Sunnah devoutly.
Never questioning.
Because they trusted and knew Allah knows what is best for them.
They were always happy with what he decreed.

They were not wealthy, they did not live in mansions. Or own loads if cars. Or have lots of clothing and jewelry.

They had nothing.
Yet they were happy.
Because they had something better than wealth. They had found Allah.